From the recording I WAS WRONG
Lyrics
Do I have a complex or is everyone just mean?
Why am I independent when I’m made to ask and need?
What is this thing called “calling,” what do You expect of me?
You know my inner lament when I fail to people please
Do You hear my prayers?
I never feel Your touch
Put my hands in the air cause I care too much
I don’t wanna start a riot,
Don’t wanna keep the peace
But all I’ve ever been is quiet,
What would happen if I scream?
I have been forgotten, I never feel seen
Middle child syndrome, in the Kingdom, in between
Felt like my only purpose was to be the butt of jokes
I started keeping secrets to preserve my calm and hopes
So please excuse my unbelief, or give me some of Yours
I struggle seeing what You want beyond me doing chores
Do You hear my prayers?
I never feel Your touch
Put my hands in the air cause I care too much
I don’t wanna start a riot,
Don’t wanna keep the peace
But all I’ve ever been is quiet,
What would happen if I scream?
I have been forgotten, I never feel seen
Middle child syndrome, in the Kingdom, in between
I’m so tired of acting like my world’s not spinning
I’m so tired of trying to be worth Your attention
I’m so tired of acting like my world’s not spinning
I’m so tired of trying to be worth Your attention
Could my heart be lying? It’s not a competition
You have seen me crying and You don’t miss a thing!
I don’t have to start a riot,
You will be my peace
You will find me in the quiet,
You can handle if I scream
I am not forgotten, You don’t miss a thing
No middle child syndrome, in the Kingdom, in between